Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Sorrow and Joy revisited...

All life is suffering - sorrow and joy. So the more sorrow the deeper the joy? That is a frightening concept. Following that thought - is there joy in sorrow?

I look at the leaves lying on the grass. It is sad they are no longer a green, pliable part of the tree. Or is it beautiful? The yellow-orange color of the leaves contrast against the green of the grass - like natures winter blanket.

As I watch the leaves drop, the branches of the tree are visible, strong and supportive.  It is beginning its season of rest. From a human perspective that same tree could be seen as grieving the loss of its leaves.

It is cold and my normally warm-blooded body is finding it difficult to maintain its warm core. I feel sick - I think. Or am I depressed? Is this another form of grief? It seems so strange I can't identify it. Though, I know it's not important what it is.

I wait without expectation. And when I realize I am tense, I remember to breathe. That is my job today - to breathe.

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