I was asked today if it felt like a long time. A long time since mike passed. It feels like a lifetime ago. And it feels like it was yesterday. I can't really explain how time has felt lately. Time is slow moving, and the days pile up behind me before I realize that Mike has been gone for 5 months.
I still miss him and I am beginning to think I always will.
The last few days I have began to feel an echo of panic. I do not know where it is coming from or why I feel it now. It is quiet in the house, the animals are curled up in their respective beds and I am anxious.
Maybe because I am now noticing how much time has past and that at some point I will have to "do" something. And that thought is paralyzing.
i hope we can get together very soon....it would do both of good to share on the intimate spiritual level that i have grown accustomed to!
ReplyDeletemiss you much my darling bff